Depressed

I’m so tired I wish I really had it in me to leave this earth . I don’t wanna do this no more . Nobody really understands how complicated life is with herpes . Everyone leaves you ! Nobody truly loves you anymore . Everyone abandons you . On top of that before herpes a nigga already managing deaths and struggling through life . This shit ain’t easy at all without having the love you need to push forward everyday ! Mafuckas will tell you go to the doctor for your mental health they can’t say much when life is so fuckin lonely for you !. Bra the bitch that gave me herpes is a fuckin milk dud I want this bitch dead everyday ! What she took from me I can never get back ! Imagine going on a date then telling a girl you have herpes now it’s over man fuck life