My boyfriend died.

I graduated college, happiest day of my life. Three days later my boyfriend goes on vacation where I was later going to see him and a group of bad guys come to his house that he owned over there and in the middle of a robbery, they shot him… many times over something that’s replaceable. Yall, we were going to get engaged soon. We had so many plans for this year. He was the sweetest person ever and had been my bestfriend since I was 18 years old and now we were 23. Why did this happen? I’m so fucking sad and scared on what my future holds bc what I thought was my future is now not reality anymore. I lost my bestfriend in a horrible way and nothing makes sense. To top it off, prior to this happening I had been busting my butt studying for my boards so we had talked but not like we usually do since I literally was getting consumed by studying. I wish he’d come back, it hurts to look at pictures of him and know he doesn’t get to finish his goals, he doesn’t get to live another day all because of some random people who wanted to rob him. Can anyone tell me why bad things happen to good people. I’ve been praying but I’m still so scared of never being happy again. He was my everything. I have no words.