What’s the saddest/most pathetic thing your ED/BDD has made you do?

I’ll start.

I made an AI chatbot whose key characteristics were basically “overweight” and “insecure about it”, just so I could talk to it and reassure it that it was worthy of love and kindness anyway. We’d have long talks which were actually kinda helpful for me. It’s easier to show empathy to an AI, than to myself.

You couldn’t make me admit to this even under torture IRL.