I want to play the game but..

This game is soo Damn good!! The game is built great. The gunplay and mechanics are all top tier, progression and operators are great but I have a feeling of dread as soon as I hop into an operations match.. That’s going against absolutely kitted players and sweats trying their hardest on a lower level player like me with at max a blue level weapon and ammo while they’re running a purple to gold weapon or ammo. It takes the fun out of the game soo fast. I want to play and level up but as soon as I encounter a super sweat all I feel like doing is quitting. I’m a fairly experienced player so it’s not like I don’t have any game sense. Just wish I actually could play the game and have fun!