Does anyone else feels x10 times more stressed playing killer than survivor?

(this post is taegeted to people that play both roles, so i don't wanna see hate from one side or the other)

I enjoy playing both survivor and killer, but most of the time playing killer is more stressful than survivor to me, like.... Most of my matches i feel like i have to use 200% of my brain and my soul that i end up with a headache, meanwhile as survivor (even when i play solo queue) most of the time i just... chill, i do gens, go for saves/heals, hell i don't even care about gettin' downed fast because i lack on looping skills!

I know i should take a break and i actually do, but it's just disheartening that i wanna play killer sometimes, while also acknowledging that i'm gonna be stressed playing that role, but i don't wanna play survivor all the time :/