Does anyone have parents that never spent time with you? Aka emotional neglect?

EDIT: My mom realized she has been neglectful and is trying to change her ways. Thank you all for your stories!

I have a chock ton of stuff to say about this. I was severely emotionally neglected. Like my mom and dad rarely spent time with me. Most of my childhood and now my parents barely played video games with me, never played dolls, sports, or drawn with me. I never had a shoulder to cry on. My mom never spent time with me one on one but only when she was with my siblings. She never watched my favorite tv show with me. She would get me gifts of my special interests but she never learnt about it for me. This messed me up pretty badly now that I'm almost an adult. I confronted her about it but she becomes defensive and said she did lots with me, but I dont remember. I experienced suicidal thoughts and low self esteem. My advice for anyone would be find your family in the ones that love you, not in blood relatives