I am a total disappointment (Might delete later)

So everyone reading out this message, hope this fids you well. Congrats to everyone for the great percentile and jinki achi nahi aayi, vishwas rakho god has better plans for you. So my story goes like....topper in class 10th,12th (dono me 95% ke above hai) and then things started to change. Give JEE Advanced, got a great score but sectional cutoff ne sab khatm kar diya......Drop lene jitne shamta nahi thi......joined NIT core branch.....Literally took years to overcome the trauma.

Fast forward to today.. Years crossed but same feeling wapas aagi.....Cat ke centre pe computer ke samne baithke same advance wale visuals aa gaye ki agar iss baar firse fucked up kardiya to kya hoga???? The fear got over me and become true......Fucked CAT 2024 ........92%tile. Btw I am a GEM candidate.............From being a good student........to this

I always failed in life after class 12, never fully cleared any olympiad or any exam.....I still see the disappointment on my parents face. They did everythig for me but in return I wasn't capable to give something back to them. Just want to make them proud...Dont know how and when i will be able to do it but will do it one day....not going to stop here Cat 2025 I am coming for you.

(To all the people who have scored good percentile please drop the resources you have followed. I will be joining my job from june., need your guidance...)