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Life is a rollercoaster!!

I scored 70 percentile on average in Mocks and an average score of 41, was on the verge of giving up (even in life) but I held on. I gave my best in CAT. I'm a GNEM with 9/8/7 profile and this was my first attempt. But you know what's the irony? I subject which I knew was my weak point, for which I worked a lot, did everything I could, I choked in that. Being from a Biology background, Quants were always my nightmare and unfortunately I couldn't conquer my nightmare. I was in Slot 3 and I knew the questions were easy but after back to back 3 wrong questions, I lost my confidence and temperament during the exams. Imagine scoring scoring 1 in Quant in CAT (scaled downed to fucking -0.79). At this point, I don't even feel anything not even bad not even good. I'm just numb.

I don't wanna take a drop as I've already dropped for NEET, I've filled forms of GIM, IMI, IMT, MDI. I'll give SNAP and XAT as well focusing on those now but still not improving in Quants. I've heard questions are tougher in XAT.

Can anyone please tell me what colleges should I fill and what calls can I expect? Please someone guide me and give some tips on what should I do next?

Life is a rollercoaster!!

I scored 70 percentile on average in Mocks and an average score of 41, was on the verge of giving up (even in life) but I held on. I gave my best in CAT. I'm a GNEM with 9/8/7 profile and this was my first attempt. But you know what's the irony? I subject which I knew was my weak point, for which I worked a lot, did everything I could, I choked in that. Being from a Biology background, Quants were always my nightmare and unfortunately I couldn't conquer my nightmare. I was in Slot 3 and I knew the questions were easy but after back to back 3 wrong questions, I lost my confidence and temperament during the exams. Imagine scoring scoring 1 in Quant in CAT (scaled downed to fucking -0.79). At this point, I don't even feel anything not even bad not even good. I'm just numb.

I don't wanna take a drop as I've already dropped for NEET, I've filled forms of GIM, IMI, IMT, MDI. I'll give SNAP and XAT as well focusing on those now but still not improving in Quants. I've heard questions are tougher in XAT.

Can anyone please tell me what colleges should I fill and what calls can I expect? Please someone guide me and give some tips on what should I do next?