Today I leached of on an Ambulance

I have never done this before but today something overtook me, the traffic in mekhri circle got to me and when I heard the ambulance from behind I felt happy. As it passed me I also joined the already established group of leeches behind it. Those desperate fucks disgusted me but deep down I was disgusted with myself. As we entered a free stretch the ambulance really increased its speed and only I could keep up behind. I still couldn't let the ambulance go, it could take me past hebbal flyover! But now I was the only leach behind the ambulance. I followed the ambulance in traffic closely for quite some time till I saw the faces of the family inside. Till now I never even bothered to look inside through the back glass! One middle age woman was looking outside through the back window and she resembled my mom so much it's uncanny. She looked so worried I don't even think she noticed my behaviour. At that moment I thought if she noticed what I was doing the amount of disgust she would feel would be too much. Thinking this I came back to my senses, stopped doing it and went to the side. Story over and the moral is everyday struggles makes you blind try having more empathy.