Does anyone else feel like they’re playing irl among us and you’re the imposter

I can’t help but ruminate over the fact of how different I actually am. My coworkers probably think I don’t even act like a human. They probably think I’m some reptoid or a robot in disguise. (Even though that sounds pretty fucking cool I’d rather not be seen as such lol)

I’m so worried that my mask is basically see through and they can see how scared and inferior I feel to them. I’m worried I’m seen as “the creepy weirdo” and not the cool type of weird. Like the type you feel bad for/want to stay away from :/