Autistic and childfree by choice

I'm looking for autistic women like myself who don't want children. I know that some neurotypical women also choose not to have kids, but I'd like to discuss this "childfree by choice" topic from the perspective of an autistic woman. I was only recently diagnosed with autism, but I've known from a young age that I didn't want children. This made me feel weird, not "female enough," and cold for lacking this seemingly innate desire that many women have. I also felt pressured by societal expectations to conform to the "norm" of motherhood. So, my questions are: Are there other women in this group who don't want children? Have you always felt this way? And have you felt pressured to reproduce by (un)conscious messaging that raising children is something all women should do? Disclaimer: I am not here to disrespect motherhood or parenthood in general. I am only looking for validation of woman that can relate to my story.