Organization Tips (pls help)

I have huge organization problems, my room is a junk 😭 I don’t have proper cleaning and living protocols . I end up with my clothes on the floor, sometimes junk, sewing materials and cosplay material everywhere.

When I organize something feels more like hiding something and when I need and specific item I end up screwing everything up. Or if it’s “on they place” I forget to use my things and it’s very sad.

I’m so frustrated I start to cry. I can’t understand why is so difficult for me to be organized and functional like normal people. I live like a raccoon in a junk 😭

I end up stepping on things I like and breaking them. I can’t find stuff, I can’t walk, I’m so sad. I’ve always been like this but this period of my life is the worst in terms of organization.

How do you deal with this? Which organization systems do you have ?