I'm about to become a stripper still living with my boyfriend without him knowing

I'm 20 years old. I have a son, I live with my boyfriend, he is amazing and supportive but I am tired... I ended up in this situation since my dad passed away at the age of 33, I had just turned 17 when it happened. It was due to covid, my parents had a restaurant and everything was good until my dad died. For about a year, I was only getting on call jobs. So I was barely making anything, my mom sold the restaurant and had some money for her and tried to help me out but I knew I still needed to find a job. Where I lived it was a super small town, full of university students so there were little to no job opportunities.

My mom and her new boyfriend eventually opened up another restaurant, and we moved to a city, the place had a terrible reputation we were not aware of. most days was making 20$. I had very few good days where I did make 200 but it was only on a cinco de mayo, and everytime I made 100$ or so I needed things because at the time i still lived with my mom. The restaurant just closed back in November, I had no choice but to keep working there because I did not have a car and my brother watched my son for little to no cost. I also did not know of anyone else who could watch my son let alone afford it, my current partner is not his bio dad. His Bio dad i left because he hit me and SA'd me ( which can explain my scenario a bit more)

Now, I was in a car accident back in november. To this day I am still sore, which is why I waited to look for a job. Regardless, none of them pay enough so we can save up and not rent where we are at now, we want to buy a mobile home. My boyfriend barely has money for himself, because he buys the food, pays rent, gas, he is undocumented so where he is at wage theft is a big thing, but he cant get a better job. he is paid 16$/hour from 6-7pm and so are all of his other coworkers. I'm frustrated because I cant help.. I also always look at things and want them :( my boyfriend was also hospitalized back in early Nov. due to appendicitis for 3 days. His bill is almost 8k. I just need advice, if this stripping thing could be for me? Should I do it behind his back to be able to help out? there are days he skips his days off so we can have more income and i want to spend time with him but cant because if he misses work, theres no money. I just dont know what to do. :(