Coping with ADPKD diagnosis

Hi everyone! 20M here, it's been 9 months now since my diagnosis, i thought i had accepted it and had it under control but there are those days where i just don't have it under control. Anyone else with diagnosis at a young age? How are you guys navigating through life carrying these painful poisonous sacs of fluid around? I know for a fact I'm not coping. I just wanna be normal.