Sub is too intense?

Right so I haven’t touched study subs in a while until recently and I’ve been chilling this term mostly, my report was pretty good and I’m just.. not that bothered? Like I still care about being ambitious and going to Oxbridge or a London uni but at the same time I don’t obsess over the idea like I used to at gcse. It sounds like a lack of ambition but I do care I just don’t think it’s the end all be all of my life anymore but the ppl on this sub freak me out sometimes so I feel like I’m not doing enough 💀